Ummm...

Earlier tonight i was fretting and worrying over a girl from my past. I hadn't talked to her in several months at least, and out of the blue she texts me twice. One of the texts was asking if i would be at an event that a bunch of other friends would be at. Well i wasn't sure i wanted to talk to her. We had dated previously and had a bad breakup. Broken hearts, tears, the works. To be honest I'm not sure I'm completely over her. Or maybe i am over her but have lingering feelings of not wanting to be in a relationship because of it. Anyways, i talked to a friend and shared what i was thinking. Its a good thing too because my friend asked some simple but "cut to the quick" type of questions. Does this girl still like you? She didn't seem like it last i saw her. Is she a christian? Uhh sorta. Does she act like a christian? Umm no, I see where your going with this. I think i needed to hear that, and it made me think. If your interested in someone, look at their character. Don't look at how you feel around them.
This may or may not make sense to you. If it doesn't, i dont care. There is a lot of background information to the story that i left out. Its more for me recording a thought process to look back on down the road. However i do stress the last two lines. If you like someone, look at their character. Look at their morals. How do they align with yours? Don't trust feelings. Feelings change and will deceive.